Help - Just got Percs from my doctor
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Posted: 11/10 08:21 AM
talk about crap. i give up. i just lied and had my dr give me percs. the heck with it, i give up. good luck to all and thanks for your support. queenie
Posted: 11/10 11:33 AM
yes, move my message to the proper place. I'm sorry. i'm upset
Author: Diary of a Quitter
Posted: 11/10 11:53 AM
Don't give up on yourself Queenie. You made a mistake, but it is not the end of the world. What really matters now is what you chose to do next.
Do you have a plan? Have you talked to your Suboxone doctor or a counselor? What was going on that triggered this?
We can try to help and support you if you talk to us about what is going on.
Posted: 11/10 11:57 AM
Whoa, what the heck? queenie, what happened? Did you stop taking your suboxone or something? Those percs aren't going to do anything to you....please stop and consider what you are doing?
How about you just wait one more day, see how you feel about it tomorrow?
Posted: 11/10 12:12 PM
Q please just take a step back and look at how well youve been doing and dont let that all go cause you had one really bad trigger. We are addictis and when times like this pop up it puts us in a hard spot but sure you got the percs but its what you do next that really matters!!!!!!!!!! Just flush them get in touch asap with your dr and any other support you have like us. I understand what you did i can undedrstand why you did it but the first step was telling us about it so there is def something inside you that is telling you to not take them.
Posted: 11/10 12:20 PM
Like junkie said they wont even effect you unless you waited like a week so use that to your advantage. Its just not worth it, I wish you the best of luck and hope you can make it past this without a relapse.
sub really does work
Posted: 11/10 12:35 PM
Yeah Queenie, I relapsed on some pills too and they did nothing for me, except I think I had a delayed reaction and got sick a couple of days later--absolutely no high a tall, but a couple of days later i felt like I had OD'd. if that's any deterrent for you. I dont' know where you're at with it now, but if even if you do relapse, you shouldn't just give up. sub really does work, adn it really can help us addicts Anyway, I dont' know why you would want to say goodbye to the forum, unless for some reason you feel like you are done with sub? I don't know your whole story, but...I think I can understand the current situation you're in. Sometimes I feel like I shouldn't be on thsi forum because I'm not as stable as most people seem to be, and maybe I'm not trying as hard as everyone thinks I should be...but...we're all doing the best we can to manage, right? And...if we give up trying and go into a long relapse, sooner or later we'll have to pick up the pieces and start trying to manage our lives again...It's pretty hard to keep your life together with a serious addiction, and things can go from bad to worse quickly, so...I'm just trying to encourage you to keep trying.BBoy is right--you took a step by posting here, so why don't you tell us exactly what's going on as far as your treatment plan with sub, etc? Ok, i hope this makes some sense to you..
Posted: 11/10 01:29 PM
What is going on? Did you ever make it to your counseling? Did you let them know that you were depressed? Believe me when I say that I can understand that depression combined with health issues can get you in a place where you don't care, in a hurry.
The good news is, these bad feelings don't have to last forever! There is hope and help out there. Please come back and talk to us, and let us know what is going on. I think I can safely speak for the group when I say that we care about you, and we are here for you!
I am here for you if you need to talk!
P.S. I can't get into the chat room because of my dial-up but PM me if you want, I'll watch for it.
Posted: 11/10 01:40 PM
my laptop is acting up so I hope I can get this in & explain. It started with depressed, crying, crying depressed. I was doing fine with my subs since June. Then, boredom, craving, more craving crying & crying & craving. I took ambien to sleep. it would relalx me. yesterday I suddenly went nuts. went to my regular dr. told her arthritis pain was unbearable. she reminded me of subs. I told her i would stop when better and start subs again. Boom she gave me 60 percs. Now after chowing down some here & threre. about 15-20. I am resentful. I'm gonna stop. wait a day or 2 go back to subs. (Is that the right way?) I have an appt with my sub dr the 18 th. next week. I will tell all & hope urine is clean. I regret what I did. any help out there? No, I would never leave this forum. You are my friends. you & subs saved me one rainy sad night I found you guys and had 1 sub and 2 percs. There was a meeting that night. Remember? I don't know what happened.I think I am very depressed and need anti-depressants. Maybe the ambien started something.
Help me ,I am remorseful now and you are still my friends. I know you won't be angry.
Posted: 11/10 01:57 PM
Queenie, no one is angry with you. I'm sorry you're going through such a hard time right now. Did you ever start seeing that counselor you had an appointment with? I'm glad you plan on being honest with your doctor. I believe that is the way to go. Maybe you do need an antidepressant...Just be very honest with her/him about how you've been feeling. As for the relapse, once you get stable again you might want to try to figure out what it was that triggered you. That way you can avoid falling victim to the same trigger next time. Hang in there. I'm glad you turned to us. You'll be okay.... From suboxforum.com